06.10.09

AsSalaamu Alaikum: Late nights, Laundry and Blogs

Posted in Disorganized Minds, Islamic Thoughts, Messages from Abdul, Uncategorized at 6:04 am by Abdul At-Tawwaab

AsSalaamu Alaikum,

I’ve been away for awhile from this site.  Sometimes avoiding  it purposely and other times just forgetting it existed.  As the days go by I seek act to more than to write or talk because the latter two are cheap. I would rather be than deceive myself in believing I’m something that I am not. So, while I remind myself with the utterance of Ana min Al-Muslimeen. Ash-shadu Anla illaha illa Allah wa Ash-shadu anna Muhammad Ar-Rasulullah, I also like to perform the duties and obligations which come with me saying what I utter. Like my fiancee says, ” Don’t talk about it, be about it”  I want to live up to my shahadah.  Every day I realize Allahu Akbar! and it compels me to say Alhamdulillah and to ask for Istighfar because I’m not at the place I should be with my deen or my life. So instead of writing about it, I work on it . While I like to write,my thoughts remain in the back of mind while other things take precedence. 

     Alhamdulillah, on late nights like this, while I do laundry, I write my blogs and respond to interesting blogs of writers much more articulate than myself.  Alhamdulillah. There was a time for my people reading was forbidden. We had to take tests but were never taught how to read or write.  My grandmother had a seventh grade education. I’m completing my Master’s Degree. Alhamdulillah.  The road does not end here and I am determined to avoid the mistakes of my many peers and predecessors. I think the prints are done, I’ll dry those and head to sleep. I have work in the morning. May Allah bless those who seek Truth for the sake of Allah. May Allah guide us and protect us from straying inshaAllah. May Allah forgive us our sins and strengthen us to continue to seek and work for His pleasure with us inshaAllah. Allahu Akbar!!! Ameen.

AsSalaamu Alaikum

08.10.08

I owe you…. Message from Abdul.

Posted in Disorganized Minds, Islamic Thoughts, Messages from Abdul, Uncategorized at 3:56 am by Abdul At-Tawwaab

AsSalaamu Alaikum,

     Alhamdulillah!!!! What a summer! Work never ends and priorities are shifted. I’ve returned to free my mind of some thoughts and analysis that’s been running in my mind for that last, oh I don’t know how long…

The Skinny…. and this is for myself first as well as whoever reads this….

Muslims should  research Islamic history and not be afraid of what they find.  We are all Muslim and we are not held accountable for what men of the past have done. We are held accountable for our deeds and Allah is the Judge. Keeping that in mind, when studying any history, but Islamic history in particular, we must bear witness to the truth of what has occurred in the past but not Judge or think badly about what we read. It literally is what it is. We should read the history to understand how our present situation has come into being. InshaAllah we can make the right modifications and make things better for ourselves in this life and in the akhira inshaAllah.  Don’t mind the naysayers and kafirs who take things of our religion or history to use it against us. Allah (S.W.T) is our Lord and Judge and we have to answer to Him, not the kafir.

Unshackle your minds and look at what is occurring today. I’m not focused on Kafir or non-muslims. Muslims are killing muslims, no matter whether they are shia,sunni,salafi, sufi, wahabi or whatever. In reality we are all one ummah. We should stop dividing ourselves into these sects. The Prophet (S.A.W.) has prophecied about these sects. It is not befitting for a muslim to call another muslim a kafir, which some of us do. Remember the warning, if a muslim calls another muslim a kafir, one of them are. That’s warning to both parties because if the muslim being a accused is actually a believer then the accuser is a kafir. This is from Hadith.

Muslims should learn and study arabic. All muslims should learn arabic. I personally do not feel comfortable with English translations. I’d rather read the real thing for myself. Nor do I like another person’s interpretation. I don’t take interpretation as truth. Allah is truth and man is not Allah. So in turn, a man can be mistaken in his interpretation.

The Qur’an tells us to think, understand, reflect, ponder and so on. We should do so. And in doing so inshaAllah we realize we have no guidance or light but the light and guidance of Allah and if He does not guide us then we are certainly astray.

Islam is the middle way, and as muslims we should be moderate. Not extreme on either way. Men should not be giving death threats to muslim women who perform in the olympics. Women have rights and should understand the rights they have as women, creation of Allah and as muslims.  Men should respect all women and do not seek to impose their will or interpretations over them, especially if they have no relation to them. If you are not the woman’s father or husband, or relative, your advise or steps to right what you feel is wrong only goes but so far and we should observe the limits. The reason I speak of this, I’m tired of hearing stories from muslims of muslims abusing their women. Women are people too and should be treated gently. I find that cultural influences go a long way with how many muslims interpret Islam. Allahu Allum.  One cannot force one’s caution on another person. Period. And many things in Islam are due to interpretation and moderation.  Many things are Allahu Allum. So  don’t take it upon yourself to be the all knowing of something that isn’t. If it works for you Alhamdulillah, but if others do not want to follow it, and it is not an issue of clear kufr or haraam action, but it is permissable or due to interpretation, make duah, worship and praise your Lord to guide us all aright inshaAllah.

Muslims need to unite under the banner of La ilaaha ill Allah wa Muhammadan RasullAllah.   We as an ummah are being persecuted by kufar and by our fellow muslims. And who is looking at the sign of the times and reviewing the prophecies of our Prophet (S.A.W.)?

I don’t want to seem like I know it all. I don’t. Allahu Allum

I am concerned with the state of the ummah and for that matter mankind.

My solution is to work on myself and be the best muslim I can be inshaAllah and instill Islam those who follow me and fully submit to Allah (S.W.T) inshaAllah

 

May Allah guide us all aright inshaAllah.

 

AsSalaamu Alaikum

07.14.08

Inclination to….

Posted in Disorganized Minds, Uncategorized at 4:43 am by Abdul At-Tawwaab

AsSalaamu Alaikum,

Is it possible to have an inclination to music? Or is it that music is so alluring that one can become so emersed in it to where it becomes second nature to be “musical”. Music has been part of my life since I can remember. My grandmother would sing to me, we had a song ” Lettuce and Tomatoes”, I would hum classical music on new york transportation as a child. So is it because I’ve been around music for so long that I have this so called inclination to reference music in my discourse or is it that I’m naturally inclined to music. 

     What does it mean to be naturally inclined to music? It is  to be naturally attracted to music – it is innately part of life. Can someone be naturally inclined to murder, or heinous acts? Are people naturally inclined to be homo or hetero sexual? Or is it something that develops from being nutured by a society engaged in these acts,orientations,tendencies or forms of art.Why do people feel it necessary to justify their inclinations? Without justification there is no stated reason.Without a stated reason, there is no purpose. Without a purpose there is no use. Why bother? Someone once told me, one must control their nafs (souls) or their nafs will control them. I think it is important that we as mankind be very careful to things in which we incline ourselves. I’m inclined to listen to music, however, upon listening to the lyrics of that catchy beat with the alluring chorus, I find that the context of this song is degrading my sense of judgement to other people.  If one is in a war torn country in which killing is part of life to survive, their inclination to murder due to particular reasons, while honorable and just on the surface is really wrong and opposite to the ideologies in which one may justify the act. As a poet, I’ve always been careful about what and how I write. Interpretation is how one takes it. Indeed, men can surely take words and make them anthems, reasons, for heinous acts.  Reason why things are the way they are. The act and response to words becomes important because it is the direct manifestation of one’s understanding.  Similarly, with clothes and attire involved with one’s attire and perception. Alhamdulillah, we have the freedom to wear what we want or even to be stark naked in some areas if we choose to. The deeper concern is the why behind it all. What does it all mean. Yes akhi, the brothers in the hood where their pants sagging to their knees. SubhanAllah!  They know not it’s origins. They understand not that such an action is a homosexual male call of availability in prison.  Yes ukhti, you wear the hijab or rather the qimaar Alhamdulillah, but what’s more is that the hijab is form of protection and dignity for one’s self against the harm of lustful eyes attracted to the ornaments of a woman. What’s more important than what one does is the understanding behind the action. What Allah judges us on are intentions as well as our actions. So no, the clothes don’t make the man or woman, they make the clothes but what one wears should represent and does represent the tendencies and characteristics of that person.  You can learn a lot about a person who comes to work wrinkled. With enough time and thought one could probably analyze the entire day of that person.  now compare your thoughts to what is reality. may not be exact but similar.  Allahu Allum. I’m thinking out loud on internet.

 

May Allah guide us all on the Straight way. Astaghfirullah.

 

AsSalaamu Alaikum,

Abdul At-Tawwaab

06.15.08

An Unconscious Discourse

Posted in Disorganized Minds, Leaders for a Better Future, Uncategorized at 5:18 am by Abdul At-Tawwaab

AsSalaamu Alaikum,

     I was inspired to write this blog when I read the post of ukhti Muslim Apple titled 

Obama’s Blackness, The Convert’s Muslimness Part 1 .

It has been my observation the mankind naturally has the inclination to categorize,separate, and polarize what he sees and understands. Man naturally has the inclination to follow some type of order. In fact, it is very natural to do so. The day is not the night, night is not day, gas is not liquid and vice versa unless forced into certain conditions. When man acquires knowledge, he tends to differ from other men due to the knowledge and interpretation of which he accepts of that knowledge. Mayhem occurs when a set of men decide to force upon another set of men their interpretation, ideologies, beliefs.   Such things are seen through out societies and through out history. Today, I will discuss one such aspect of this within a specific set of people, the people of the African Diaspora.

     The African Diaspora, as I understand it, is the dispersal of innumerable African people throughout the world due to the subjugation of the oppressive crime of colonization and chattle slavery placed upon  Africans throughout the  last several centuries. According to some scholars, the diaspora itself as well as the conditions of slavery and colonization upon the peoples of African descent caused these pepole to have a crisis of identity,causing an unconscious discourse within the communities of people of African descent affected by the Diaspora. This unconscious discourse is too complex to be explained fully in one blog. I would like to introduce it to my blog and inshaAllah begin a dialogue about it.

This unconscious discourse, in my opinion, the struggle of people of African descent affected by colonization and slavery to find the identity of themselves and their people as a people. Such a discourse causes one to ask questions such as:

What is African American?

What does it mean to be black?

What is African about me, and what is American about me or my people?

 

These questions, in my opinion are formed because the question:

Where do I come from? -in terms of lineage,place of origin in Africa,etc.

 

cannot be answered due to the Diaspora.

So in essence black communities are left with a big if in the department of:

Who am I?

It’s not enough to say I am the descendant of slaves, when it may well be that those slaves may have been kings. Those slaves may have been muslims. Those slaves had an identity of which I have no relation to except for the blackness of my skin.  This is not true. In fact, the identity of the slave, well at least some characteristics are embedded within the cultures of which benefitted from the oppression of African people, i.e. American Culture, British Culture,French Culture, etc.  Specifically in America, things such as the musical instrument known as the banjo is actually an African instrument assimilated into American culture, so much so that most blacks don’t know of it’s African Origin. Foods such as Gumbo, stances such as akimbo and many types of body language are inherently ” African” or rather specific to the people and cultures of Africa. The skinny is… this is where the discourse lies. There is struggle to find out, to put together, to solve this enigma of who we are as black people.  Unconsciously, in our seeking to better ourselves, by acquiring education, seeking a better job, speaking properly etc., we are actually seeking to be more like those who have subjugated our people to oppression. We separate ourselves and our people see us as not as ” one of them” because of it.  This is not always the case,but this, is an aspect of the unconscious discourse.  I pray I did a proper job in explaining this and I will be here to clarify, modify,and discuss. Right now I’m dizzy.

 

AsSalaamu Alaikum 

06.13.08

Fly to the wedding

Posted in Disorganized Minds, Uncategorized at 11:26 pm by Abdul At-Tawwaab

AsSalaamu Alaikum,

     Alhamdulillah. This is the summer of weddings or maybe I’m just growing up. Everyone around me is either having or had a wedding, bridal shower, and/or baby shower. Alhamdulillah! I can’t complain really, can’t wait for it to be my turn, I have another year or so inshaAllah. InshaAllah earlier. The concern I have with all of these marriages is my bank account. Flying or even driving now to all these different places to enjoy what I know is to be unforgettable good times is very costly matter. Pays the cost to be the boss I suppose. Truthfully I can’t wait. I haven’t been to many weddings so inshaAllah this summer will be the summer of new experience, Wonder years lol. It’s always interesting to see how people from different cultures under the fold of Islam  step over the “Threshold” . Alhamdulillah! What a beautiful and also sobering experience it must be for so many reasons. May Allah bless all of the married, soon to be married, engaged, and those who want to get married people inshaAllah. May Allah bless us to conduct ourselves in our relationships in a manner befitting believers and those living for the sake of Allah inshaAllah.  Yeah,  I think i’m flying to the weddings. Gas prices are too high and I can always buy plane tickets in advance for cheap. I’ll see inshaAllah.